Pretense

I say that I don't believe in love

but that's only because

I am scared I will never find it.

Still in love

I still pray for you every night

And I probably always will

On school exams

when I'm not prepared to take

test, i tell my teachers that i

was in a car accident...

i've changed the dates on

an old accident report 15 times in 3 years.

Falling in love.

Before I met you, I never cried on chick flicks.

I thought it was because I was strong.

Then we fell in love.

Now I cry at them all.

...and you left me.

And I thought I was weak.

So I (hated) you.

But not really.

I realize now, that loving you only made my heart open.

And that I came alive when I met you.

You made me human.

Thanks.

and I love you anyway.

Virtual Insanity.

I go online simply to talk to you.

Making Reservations.

Sometimes we

put up walls.

Not to keep

people out,

but to see

who cares

enough to

knock them

down.

Heartbroken.